Friday, March 14, 2008;
♥ 3/14/2008 05:35:00 PM
I don't know what hurts worse baby
Seeing you with her or being alone
I know she doesn't love you baby, not like I did
Oh, what's the point you're not listening anyway>>G'mornings! (:
&i'm supposed to blog bout the gathering we had ytd, so everyone can get the pictures from my blog since i cant go online. =p
Sooo, first. Everything seems to
messed up! :\
Huiyee called to say she'll be late, cos she's waiting for huili.
Then bryan called to say he'll be late, when i'm already at the station.
So i called beeping, &she said she'll be coming with bryan. ):
&so, that explain why i'm sitting like an idiot at the platform.
&then i saw my
new MAT friend,
aaron teo. :D
We went cineleisure for a movie, instead of the initial ps. &that causes des &afew of us to get a little
piss-y. :\
But owells, the movie settled
everything. (: Step up 2 wasn't as nice as the first one! &i'm not really sure if it's worth the money. But it's okay!
Students' promo. :D
After the movie, the girls were
frantically looking for a vacant place to pee, in the end, we went to the third level only to discover the toilet's as crowded as the others. :\
Oh! I saw
edmund choo jia qing. :D
Xiao choo! Hahahah, not once, but thrice at different places. Not bad ar!
He's honoured! :D
Then we left for dover station to meet rp &zw. &then we took
another bus ride down to F
ortune Cuisine. (:
We started attacking the
tempura &soft shell crab like nobody's business.
Huili knocked over the
chair &beeping dropped the
chopstick the moment we got there.
Ruiping kept having to
stop huiyee from drinking the drink to get herself full.
Ruiping will be crowned the
'Mushroom Queen' while aaron should be crowned the
'Mushroom King'.
Bryan
attacked the
cakes like no tomorrow.
Huiyee &i got mad by adding
seaweed into kokyao's icecream, while in turn led to a series of actions. :D
Ruiping &i got fascinated by the
Mas Selemat postcard.
We got some
Durex postcards for the guys, which in turn led to a whole lot of embarrassing moments.
Aaron kept attacking the
mushroom. The guys even joked that he ate sixty bucks worth of mushroom. Haha!
We met
mr leow, &so coincidence,
benjamin came! :D
The dinner buffet pricing for us is only
16.8$ per person! Student price! :D
We had a group photo! (:
&many many more. :D
Ooh, class outing became a
clique gathering + zhewen.
It's okay i guess, since
we all had fun. (:
(Photos are in random order.)
I shan't say no more, but yes. I guess it
is a little
difficult to have a
proper, full class gathering. :\
We thought the gathering would be a sucess, since most of us wanted a bonded class. But i din expect the
last min decisions were so
abrupt.
Well, at least we know this. No one can blame us for not having any class outings. I mean, we tried, the class tried. Just that
nothing turns out the way we wanted.
Nonetheless, i hope dinner at the other side is fun, cos i know the dinner here is fun. :D
Another time,
maybe? :\ we shall see.
Owells, i'm kind of feeling down &upset &the emotions i tried so hard to
burry within my heart atually came
gushing up, my throat, &nearly out of my mouth.
I dunno. Why is it so hard to just
get over it? :\
I tried convincing myself that i already did. Cos i thought that when i do that, it'd be a
much easier task to accomplish.
But
shit happens, so i guess i can only come on
myself to recover &slowly get onto my feet. Not that i like to be alone when facing problems. It's just that i found out i dont really have any soulmates to confide in. Soulmates aren't just anybody, the feeling gotta be right &you must be realy comfortable with him/her.
I had szemian, joshua
kong, nirma, &afew others.
But when i stepped into a different college, when some stepped into other colleges/poly. The friendship between us just seems to
crumble &fall. ): it's just
so upsetting to witness it.
They used to be the
pillars of my life, supporting me &guiding me along. &i know that no matter what happens, i know i've them by my side to listen to my rantings &all.
But right now, i feel that their places in my place are
vacant, &none of them are in sight. ):
It's so easy to
forge new frienships, but so difficult to
maintain old ones at the same time.
Owells, other than szemian who really truly
totally understand whatever i feel
all the times. I guess it's really hard to find another. :\
So, right now. I've only myself to rely on. Only myself to count on to get myself stand back onto my feet. &only myself to confide in.
Like what i always say, dont worry.
Cos
tootated wenfang will be back soon, even if it's just superficial.
Hokay! Back on a lighter note, it's
dinner with the girls tonight. :D
Goodness, my stomach's gonna
explode! I'm still feeling full from ytd's dinner.
BARFF!Labels: dinner tonight with the girls, dinner with clique last night, i miss my soulmates (crying face)
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
